Long Journey

Hello reader, browser and blogger. Long time not touch this blog and hualaaa I bring this photos back from some of my little journey.

I taken this photos at Lengkuas Island, Province Bangka Belitung, Indonesia.

From the white lighthouse.

To reach here I got to walk about 370 stair..

This time I work as assisten photographer and I must bring lot of stuff on my bag and must help my client to hold the bride gown all the stair..

We got to step fast because we must chasing the sunset too that time.. 

Step, step, step, step..lot of steps, step, step and finally we arrived to the top of the lighthouse..

Super tired but what a beautiful view we can saw.

I’m so glad can be there. Thanks God for the chance You gave to me.

This is one of my photos that I had edited using the www.pixlr.com because I have problem with my adobe on my mac because I don't know how to get the release number so I can use it all the time..

If anyone can help me, please..

And I want to say thank you so much for everyone that had visit this blog & read it hope its bring a good things to you ^^

Will post more photos on my tumblr vallinshoot.tumblr.com check it out. And talk to you soon!

Live your Life

Just want to remind my self, life is so short
Never know when it's gonna stop
DO what you must do
Do what you can do
Don't regret what happen
Just do what you can do NOW
Forget the past
LIVE
Too short to regret
Too short to forget
YOUR so precious
Not God's mistake to bring you here
Until this time
LIFE is never flat
There's a lot of trouble bother
But God is bigger than all your worries
Put all and give it to Him
You'll be fine

The time is NOW!

"Nanti deh..."

"Entar lagi yah..."

"Iya, iya 'bentar..."

Sering banget kata-kata itu keluar dari mulut kita, kebiasaan kita untuk menunda melakukan hal-hal yang seharusnya kita kerjakan. Simple thing, contohnya makan/mandi. Sering kali ketika kecil orang tua menegur kita yang sering kali lupa waktu ketika sedang asik dengan kesibukan kita 

    "Vi, mandi udah sore!" 

 "Iya, 'bentar lagi, ma..."

or 

"Vi, makan yuk udah malem!"

"nanti deh..."

Hal ini sering kali gue ucapkan ketika sedang seru internetan, bbman, ngerjain tugas, bahkan ketika sekedar menonton tv. (Except nonton GP, itu ga boleh diganggu) hohoho

Disadari atau tidak sering kali kita menunda-menunda dan menunda. Saat ingin berpergian pun kita sering menunda untuk bersiap-siap hingga akhirnya kita harus terburu-buru dan melupakan hal penting yang harus kita bawa, atau malah kita kehilangan kesempatan (ditinggal) karena terlalu lama.

I want to remain my self untuk menghindari sejauh-jauhnya kata-kata ini.

'nanti' atau 'entar'

Remain myself to prepare for everything. Prepare myself for God.

Tuhan mencari orang yang mau berusaha, bukan yang sekadar mampu. 

Bukan nanti atau entar, tapi SEKARANG. 

SEKARANG saatnya kita terus dan terus belajar, lakukan apa yang kita bisa, PERGUNAKAN WAKTU YANG ADA (EFESUS 5:16). 

Everything I need is You

Saat teduh hari Senin di Young and Excelent membahas tentang kebiasaan "mampir" alias ketika kita ngga fokus terhadap tujuan awal kita karena banyaknya hal-hal lain yang menarik perhatian. 

Dan disini ada satu pertanyaan yang mengganggu banget:

"Tujuan apa yang belum terlaksana?"

Mmhh mulai cari dan buka lagi diari yg isinya resolusi untuk tahun ini. Ngga terasa ya udah 9 bulan berlalu, cepet banget dan sekarang aja udah tanggal 17 yang berarti pertengahan bulan aja udah lewat.

Waktu belakangan berlalu cepet banget ya. Kaya tadi pagi, baru liat jam sebentar.. 

"Ah baru jam delapan"

Ngga lama liat lagi tau-tau udah jam 10.. Bener-bener cepet banget.. Cuma gue yang ngerasain apa yang laiinya juga yah.. 

Anyway ngomongin resolusi tahun ini, ada satu tujuan yang penting banget yang belum terlaksana dengan baik, hal kecil sebenernya, cuma ke gereja seminggu sekali. Dalam 7 hari cuma diminta satu hari dan itu cuma 2-3 jam aja dan masih belum bisa gue penuhi.. Sulit banget rasanya..

How about you guys, coba deh inget-inget lagi, tujuan apa yang masih belum tercapai sampai sekarang? Coba kita usahakan yuk di waktu-waktu yang ada saat ini, dari yang simple-simple dulu aja :)

Keep praying and thanking to God.
Thanks God we still alive ^^
God bless you all <3 p="p">

Dear God,

How many time have I broken Your heart?

Still You forgive me Lord.. 

Hope You keep lead my way, cause I can't live without You..

Everything I need is You..

I need You. Everyday, every moment, every second that I breathe, I need You. I am not strong on my own.

Thank You for everything Lord.

I love You.

FreeLance day by day

Dari baca blognya Jenny Jusuf tentang freelance jadi keinget tulisan yang g ikut perlombakan di Binus Carrer yang bekerja sama dengan blogdetik.com tentang dream job..
Judul dari tulisan g adalah SUPER FREELANCE.

Yes, impian gue adalah sebagai freelance yang berbahagia, yang artinya g berharap bahwa g dapat bekerja dengan sesuka hati tanpa harus terikat dengan jam perkantoran karna gue sangat tidak tahan dengan kemacetan di Jakarta, tau sendiri deh jaman sekarang muacetnya udah uehek uehek. Bersyukur skalskiiii libur lebaran tahun ini sempat menikmati lengang, sepigilabo, indah dan yah biar msih banyak sampah di jalanan, tapi jalanan Jakarta begitu berbeda, mempesona bagaikan air
mengalir syalalalala...
Kejauhan curcolnya..

Sebenernya dari ketidak adanya tanggapan tentang tulisan freelancer itu dan pendapat orang2 di sekitar dan hati nurani yang selalu mempertanyakan, "lo yakin kerja freelance?"
Gimana dengan bayaran ini itu, yakin sanggup?
Dari pengalaman beberapa bulan ke belakang... Yah.. hasil freelance hanya cukup untuk jajan2 aja.. beli tiket konser SMTown pun pas2an (Kpop Fever)
Dengan perhitungan gue yang kurang matang & pekerjaan yang ga menentu dan pendapatan yang belum seberapa.. Ya... Bisa beli tiket konser sendiri aja udah cukup bangga.. hehehe

Sekarang sih masih kuliah juga, masih tinggal sama orang tua, masih ada peliharaan yang harus di urus.. Denga pengalaman yang belum seberapa + tekad & niat  + bakat freelance yang terlihat dari sifat g yang emang dari dasarnya lagi santai santai banget, lagi repot kuat untuk ngga tidur berhari-hari.. Disaat lagi rapi ya rapi banget, kalo lagi pengen melancai ria ya lancai banget.. Serasa Sara Bareilles.. Aww *lirik Ely & Epy* (they are Sara Bareilles fans) Gue ngerasa cocok dan inilah kerjaan pilihan g untuk menafkahi hidup gue, tapi masih punya cita-cita untuk punya toko & restoran
sendiri eaaa #banyak maunya

Impian bukanlah impian bila tak di wujudkan.
Lakukan, belajar.
Change day by day, step by step.
He can, She can, I know I can.
But the most important is you know you change.
Change to be the better person day by day.

Makasih Jenny jusuf, you are my inspiration..
Anyway.. belum sempet2 minjem novelnya huaa pengen baca.
I'm your big fans, you know, big feet fans. haha fans berkaki besar.. #curcol

Dare You To Move

I don't know how God works

But He works for my life

My life change since I meet  Him

And everything being so much better than ever

Problem never stop coming

But He never stop helping

I pray

I Ask

He listen

He answer

He give

He give more than what I ask

But everything need time

Time to be better

Everything need sacrifice

sacrifice to get better

The point is

Don't be lazy

God works every single day

Every single time

He never stop

Don't ever ask you will be rich if you not doing anything

There a law of cause and effect

Like the pine tree

Here what it said :

we grow as we grow into higher perpendicular

we are getting bigger because we want to reach the stars

We have learned that the way to increase the height is still growing

we have become stronger because we have been rooted in good soil

us to be patient, understanding takes a long time to become a giant tree

we were able to face life with courage, because it has been used to get exposure to heat, storms, snow and rain

In Indonesian:

kami bertumbuh menjadi tinggi karena kami bertumbuh tegak lurus

kami bertambah besar karena kami mau menggapai bintang

kami telah belajar bahwa cara untuk menambah ketinggian adalah tetap bertumbuh

kami telah menjadi kuat karena kami telah berakar ke dalam tanah yang baik

kami menjadi sabar, karena mengerti dibutuhkan waktu yang lama untuk menjadi sebatang pohon raksasa

kami mampu menghadapi hidup dengan berani, karena telah terbiasa terkena terpaan panas terik, badai, salju dan hujan

We getting better if we keep learn and change

We will get what we done

No works mean we never get anything

So if we being lazy, don't be angry if we not get anything

Be more and more brave

I dare my self to move

To keep do what I can do

I'm a shy girl

And I always think that not much thing  I can do

And I can't do anything good

But here I am in the earth planet

Which keep move around

If I not moving

What happens next?

I dare my self to move

I dare you to move

Let's move and show what we can do

We can do something

Something big

because Salvation is here

Plus vs Minus

Terkadang gue bingung
kenapa yah orang-orang lebih suka melihat kekurangan bukan kelebihan?
kalo ada orang yang kekurangan/kurang dari dia malah seneng bukannya bantuin..
apa ini emang sifat dasar manusia? mmphh I don't think so..
Kalo gue, gue lebih suka melihat yang lebih-lebih

Ya, yang lebih-lebih juga ngga selalu menyenangkan
misalnya:
LEBIH BERAT BADAN
keLEBIHan tompel
yes gue punya tompel di jidad agar ke kiri sedikit, same like my ex's tompel mungkin itu juga yang menjadi radar telepathy kita berdua, semacam antena gitu haha just kidding

Dan yang kurang juga ngga selalu buruk sih
misalnya baju kurang bahan, seneng kan ngeliatnya kalo yang pake cwe cantik, tp kalo yang makenya alay lain cerita.

Dan kata siapa kalo kita hanya melihat apa yang kurang dari diri kita, kita akan menjadi orang yang minder? terlalu sensitif? gampang tesinggung dan tidak berkarya?
nope!
Justru karena kelebihan ini lah jadi minder, denger kata gemuk, lemak, sempit dan teman2 nya sensitif abis
Gampang tersinggung kalo ada yang nyebut2 bulet, gemuk dan kawan kawan
Ngga berkarya alias jadi males foto narsis gara2 males keliatan tembem/gendut (LOL narsis abis)

Banyak orang-orang yang berkekurangan yang malah jadi berkat..
Jangan mau kalah marilah kita yang lebih-lebih juga jadi berkat.

Tuhan memanggil kita sebagai garam dan terang. Berarti apapun kondisi kita, hidup kita didesain untuk menjadi berkat.

Efek terburuk dari orang-orang yang berfokus dengan kekurangan mereka adalah mreka tidak perduli keadaan sekitar.

Yup, ini lah yang terjadi ketika gue bersama dengan salah satu teman baik gue. Dia selalu merasa dia yang paling buruk, paling sue, selalu sue, bad luck always around her. Selalu g ingetin kalo emang dia sue, dia ngga sue sendiri. kalo dia punya banyak masalah yg berat, dia ngga sendiri. Semua orang punya masalah

We like to share about our live, but ya di setiap percakapan kata2 yang sering keluar adalah "gue lebih parah lagi" "gue paling sue dah" "gue, gue, gue dan gue"

Jelas banget mereka yang merasa kekurangan ini selalu berfokus pada kekurangan mreka dan sibuk memikirkan kekurangan yang ada dan ngga perduli dengan keadaan sekitar alias temennya yang malah lagi down atau dalam keadaan yang jauh lebih ngga mengeenakkan dan butuh hiburan..

*Bijak untuk kita berhenti menyesali kelebihan dan kekurangan kita dan mulai bangkit untuk jadi berkat untuk orang lain*

Don't give up, Ok?
Just do positive things and our lives would also be more meaningful.

Girls Generation stamps!

Heyehh heyeeh heyeehh Heeell yeahhh!
Girls Generation waw-in me again
First korean celebrities featured on stamps release by The Korea Post
K-pop fever going too far? yup!

Even now I sad because I heard that they not gonna come to Indonesia because of the not so good reason..

But this stamp, so beautiful!
Love all of this stamp!

Jason Mraz – I Won’t Give Up

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking u

Anyway here the lyric of Jason Mraz song I Won't Give Up

So inspiring! 

Not just want it, but really do it!

How success people act?

Their:

1. rarely, even never complained

2. Can feel scared, but trying to control and overcome them choose

3. Productive and proactive, no time to do things that are not useful

4. people who do not want to be mediocre, but it would be a maximum.

5. Willing to admit mistakes and do not be stingy with the word "sorry"

6. Dare to delay gratification in order to attain goals

7. Feel safe because they know that their self worth

8. Open and receptive to others' opinions

9. Generous and willing to share

In Bahasa

mereka:

1. Jarang, bahkan tidak pernah mengeluh

2. Bisa merasa takut, tetapi memilih berusaha mengendalikan dan mengatasinya

3. Produktif dan proaktif, ngga ada waktu untuk melakukan hal yang tidak berguna

4. nggak mau jadi orang yang biasa-biasa saja, tapi mau menjadi maksimal.

5. Mau mengakui kesalahan dan nggak pelit dengan kata "maaf"

6. Berani menunda kesenangan demi tercapainya tujuan

7. Merasa aman karena mereka tahu bahwa diri mereka berharga

8. Terbuka dan mau menerima pendapat orang lain

9. Murah hati dan mau berbagi

Nggak cuma bakat dan keahlian yang memiliki andil besar untuk menjadi sukses, tapi juga perilaku alias attitude kita.

Not just talent and expertise that has contributed to be successful, but also the behavior of our attitude.

Yes, we must shape our attitude, not just skill

I always remembering my self to do it too, because I won't be ordinary..

I want be something big.

So easy to say it.. but how I act?

I really scare sometime. It's one time live, and I don't want fail it.

I want make it beautiful.

Live not always about happy, smile, fun. Ya it's lot of hard time.

But I won't give up no!

Let's sing it I won't Give Up by Jason Mraz Cover by Christina Grimmie

Want the mp3 of this song? Click Here


I love Taylor Swift and Christina Grimmie. They have win and show to the world that they can do big things. And their attitude? Totally great and they act the way success peoples act and yes they are succeed. World can see what they do, act, and prove it. 
I wish I can be success too *pray* Amen

What to do NEXT >>

God please tell me what to do next? 

Now I really don't know what to do.. 
I being so lazy lately..
My thesis? not done yet.. 


Every time people ask me about that, one thing that I say
"please don't talk about it, I sick of it, really.."
Feel tired of it, whereas I haven't do much for it..
I think I tired of being so lazy and stressful with the thesis not tired because I made it..

And yes I feel so bad about it..
Until one day I dream about the seminar progress.. 
I met my lecture there and I just hide and run from her.. 
I think that what exactly what I feel..
I want to run from it… 
I hate being around it..
Want to away from it..
Until…
Now..
Haven't done..

Every time I came to my lecture place what I got just her mad voice and expression..
Yeah that make my mental down and realize I'm not tough enough to face kind like this thing again and again and again and again..
Please don't mad at me..




And now, all playing inside my head is the soundtrack of the Hunger Game movie called Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift feat The Civil War.

Make me want to close my eyes and wish I'll be alright
All this thing not gonna hurt me again..
Come morning light..
and I will be run with smile
Exercise
be healthier and fresh


wish wish wish

Anyway here the lyric


Taylor Swift ft. The Civil War - Safe and Sound

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight


Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound


Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone


Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound


Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...


Ohh Teteteyllorr swifffttt


Taylor Swift, I love your song! 
It's the second time I post about her song..
So inspiring!
She beautiful, tall, like a barbie doll

And the most important, she so talented on write lyric..
Please Taylor don't leave me here alone.. Help me write this stupid thesis please..
Huhuhu
when I really feel safe and sound..? maybe after all this thesis things finish..
aaahh 
wishing for that day coming..
Wish me all the best for this thesis, friends..
God bless

God have the other plan

If that what you want me to do

I'll do it

I move on

If you want me to be happy

I will be happy as I choice

Because God want me to be happy

Can I be happy without you..?

I don't know

I afraid to lose you

I scare even to imagine it

But God have the other plan for me, better than I planed for my self

You have mention me before

"Don't fall in love with me"

I ignore it

I let myself fall in love

The Love that I never felt before

And that's prove God give me a heart to love peoples :)

Give thanks to God not only when you got His bless, but His test and trials too, because He give it to make us better and better each day. The best plan only came from God. 

Like ours love…

Cinta cinta cinta, ada gembira, ada derita

1 Petrus 1:6 Bergembiralah akan hal itu, sekalipun sekarang ini kamu seketika harus berdukacita oleh berbagai-bagai pencobaan.

Ngga ada yang selalu indah dalam bercinta, yah walaupun banyak masalah yang harus dihadapi, dan ngga jarang juga kit harus meneteskan air mata karena cinta, but just happy with it, enjoy it. Ngga apa koq, namanya juga cinta, kalo senyum melulu nanti dikira gila, kale nangis melulu dikira stress, jade ya diimbangi toh hohoho

Ketika harus bergembira ya jangan lupa ajak makan-makan, ketika harus bersedih ya ta temeni makan hayo coklatnya mba, mas, dipilih dipilih.. enak pisan eeeuyyy

*jualan*

1:7 Maksud semuanya itu ialah untuk membuktikan kemurnian imanmu--yang jauh lebih tinggi nilainya dari pada emas yang fana, yang diuji kemurniannya dengan api--sehingga kamu memperoleh puji-pujian dan kemuliaan dan kehormatan pada hari Yesus Kristus menyatakan diri-Nya.

Yah yang namanya cinta pasti ada ujiannya, terkadang secara ngga sengaja tanpa kita sadari, kita menguji calon pacar; pacar; dst untuk mengetahui ketulusan cintanya. Dan kalo terbukti dia bener2 tulus cinta sama kita, heii lets go to the next step. dan kalo lulus ujian ya ngga ada salahnya kasih pujian & hadiah buat si dia *kecup dikit* ;* cuupp

1 Petrus 1:8

Sekalipun kamu belum pernah melihat Dia, namun kamu mengasihi-Nya. Kamu bergembira karena sukacita yang mulia yang tidak terkatakan

Like our love…

Even we never meet before, but we love each other.

and.. 

Somehow we feel happy and joyful until we can't say it with words anymore

anyway cuma mau bilang aja, dijaman begini, terkadang kita confuse, kita bingung dan rasanya pencobaan koq ngga henti-hentinya yah..

Yah namanya juga hidup di akhir zaman.. however emang itu yang tertulis di Alkitab, akan semakin banyak ujian iman, semakin banyak pencobaan, so, kita harus berkuat Iman, jangan mau kalah sama dunia..

Yah walapun harus berdukacita dan bersusah payah di dunia, bergembiralah.. Tunjukin kalo Iman kita murni, asli dan pure from God and for God. sampai di saat Tuhan datang memberikan kita keselamatan jiwa yang ngga akan ada seorang pun atau apa pun di dunia ini yang mampu menjanjikan keselamatan yang kekal.

Dan ya kita belum pernah benar-benar bertemu langsung sama Tuhan, but we love HIM, we trust HIM, only HIM, rasanya cuma Tuhan yang cocok sama kita, jodoh kita, soulmate kita. 

Keep wait with faith. Sabar di penantian, berjuang di pencobaan.

Karena itu, perhatikanlah dengan seksama, bagaimana kamu hidup, janganlah seperti orang bebal, tetapi seperti orang arif, dan pergunakanlah waktu yang ada, karena hari-hari ini adalah jahat.

Efesus 5:15-16

The secret to do the great thing for God

I have lots resolusion that I made for this year like finishing my colege, got A on very class to make up my not really good result on last semester.. My bad.. But it's okay, the most important is now. Now I trying my best to get the best. Fight me! Osh! 

How  about you guys? What is your resolution for this year?
Wish you get what you want, fight for it and you will get it ;)

Let's talk about little resolution that can bring a big change. What do you think when you hear about little thing we do that can make a big change? 
Like eat a few than usually can make we looks slimmer? Yup! 
Sleep earlier can make we look fresh? Yup!

A lots little thing that we forget.
Sometimes we so busy with all the assigment all the job and all the game we want to play. We forget to spend quiet moments to learning and hearing from God. 

When I bought this book (Kevin Loo's book) my friend that actually have been so long be God's child. He almost never miss to go to church every Sunday & Saturday. He asked me "what book is that?" I answer " It is a daily book" then I chalenge him to read this book one page everyday. And not surprise me when he said "no I can't" I won't ask why, everyone have their own answer. Let's think what we gonna answer the same question to God.. 

Anyway I got the answer "What is Pastor Kevin Loo secret to do the great thing for God?"
The answer is : he spend quality time with God and he immerse himself in the Word by meditating on it and studying it. I believe he spend quiet moments learning and hearing from God. So why don't we do it too?
Read the Bible, pray and worship Him. 
"Build on these moments so that your faith will grow and carry such anointing that you will impact those around you and impart anointing to them. Faith is more than just a good feeling. It is founded upon His Word and spurred on by His anointing." (Kevin Loo:2011)

Yups! Let's take time to learn and listen to God! 

Always hungry, keep foolish - Steven Jobs

God bless you guys! ;)

Shawn Lee beat boxer!

Shawn Lee is beatboxer from Malaysia.

Some people at his church said he will not have a good future if he keep do beatbox. 

Thanks God he didn't give up and keep practice. Until one day he met Pastor Kevin Loo and tell him: "We not only can praise God when we sing religious song or dance at the church, God make us to do amazing things anywhere, you are amazing! Just Do It!"

This is the coolest beatbox I ever heard!  Mix with the techno and song. Unbelieve able. And not only me, all the people who come and see him got surprise by him. WAW

What a wonderful man made by God.

And ya, let's give back what God given to us, coz we are made by, God made for God. Let's make Father proud :)

Follow Shawn Lee's twitter to know what he doing.

http://www.twitter.com/shawnleebeatbox

follow my twitter too :) 

http://www.twitter.com/vividvalencia 

see ya!

Check out the video: 

Shawn Lee Beat Box