Getting Better

At times I feel like
I'm going too far away from the way I'm
Forget the start
Forget the source

Jump too high
Far from the land

When I look back
Where am I?
Kind like I forget it
In a hurry
I don't consider important of the process
And wishing for big result

Just want to remembering my self
Nothing instantly done
To get what we want
There might be went through the hard process
Like that love
Come unexpectedly
Under estimated
Just let it flow
But don't let it go
Enjoy the proses
Slowly but sure

I'm slowly getting better
Slowly understanding real life
Understanding that this the way it is
And I can't change it
It's hard
And it took me years
But slowly
I'm getting better