When will I be good enough for you?

What’s wrong?
I just want you to be happy. It is me. Myself who always trying to give and do everything for you. I'm not perfect, I'm far from It. So, what more you expect from me, when I even didn't expect you to be what you won't to be. All I want is you to be comfortable and happy with yourself. But, you've never try to accept me the way I am.

I spend my entire life asking myself. What I did wrong? I the person I like never like me back? Why I never enough for him? 

As a negative person I believe I’m not perfect and of course I did lot of things wrong. but when I will be enough for someone? Someone I love. Someone I give my whole world…

WHEN WILL I BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?

Then I found this article from Jenny Jusuf tweet..

http://thoughtcatalog.com/kim-quindlen/2015/06/why-youll-never-be-enough-for-him/?utm_content=buffer93b6d&utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitter.com&utm_campaign=buffer

The answer of my questions.. Is.. I’ll never find the answer.. "You are just as you are supposed to be. you are perfect even amongst all of your imperfections. As long as you maintain a thirst for life, a desire to work hard and live truthfully, and willpower to grow and to improve yourself and to try harder every day, you are just as you should be."

hahaha terus ketemu tweet ini yang bikin ketawa geli.. Always make me giggling tiap kali liat witternya Raditya Dika

'Cewek: "Kamu cepetan dong ngurusin kerjaannya!" Cowok: "Kamu jg cepetan dong ngurusin badannya." Kemudian si cowok dicolok high heels..'

Not a sorry if I like to eat, but sorry I too lazy to exercise more.. hihi *cabut high heels dari si cowok*hahaha

Memang dasar sifat manusia adalah ga pernah puas dan menuntut lebih. Lucu waktu ngobrol sama temen2 dan Andrew as spoken said it out loud. Visi & misi dapat istri secantik mungkin, anak sepinter mungkin, rumah sebesar mungkin, mobil sebagus mungkin, makan seenak mungkin, badan sesehat mungkin dan umur sepanjang mungkin. 

When he said that my mind scream, "Man! itu juga yang selalu ada di pikiran gue, man! That's all I want, I want the best of the best for my life. But your words explain it in the best way! like it!" and all agree with what he said. Something will be enough when you said it enough. Cukup Alehandro! Aku lelah hidup denganmu! Ciao bella.. *terbang pake bulu mata palsu*

"This is not meant to be an excuse, this is not to say that you are faultless, this is not to say that you have no responsibility in your relationships. You have to try, you have to compromise, you have to be vulnerable, you have to put the other person in front of yourself. You have to work, you have to be selfless sometimes, you have to acknowledge that you have flaws, that you have made and will continue to make mistakes.

But sometimes, regardless of how hard you try, you find yourself desperately in love with someone who cannot love you back. Someone who refuses to accept you, because it’s easier to make you think something’s wrong with you than it is for them to be vulnerable and human and open to the idea of being hurt." thethoughcatalog.com said.

I take some conclusion here. So, no excuse to not take caring your body. Yang merasa perutnya berlipat-lipat mari diratakan. Terus lakukan dan berikan yang terbaik semampu kita. Ada waktu bekerja, ada waktu beristirahat. Take sometime to think don't keep yelling. And never lose yourself. 

Good night!