Taeyeon - I Lyric & Translation

Romanization Bicheul sodneun Sky Geu arae seon ai I Kkumkkudeusi Fly My Life is a Beauty Eodiseo manhi deureobon iyagi miun oriwa baekjo tto nalgi jeonui nabi saramdeureun molla neoui nalgaereul motbwa nega mannan segyeraneun geon janinhaljido molla  But strong girl you know you were born to fly nega hollin nunmul nega neukkin gotongeun da deo nopi naraoreul nareun wihan junbiil ppun Butterfly Everybody’s gonna see it soon Bicheul sodneun Sky  Geu arae seon ai I Kkumkkudeusi Fly My Life is a Beauty Ijeotdeon kkum nae mam tto geuryeonae Umcheuryeotdeon sigan modu moa da samkyeonae Jageun gieok hana dulssik nal kkaewoga Sesang gadeuk chaeul mankeum nareul pyeonchyeoga Gilgo gin bameul jina Dasi Trip gireul tteonabollae Why not i sesange Nae mameul kkaewo juneun hanmadi Honjayeotdeon Yesterday Sel su eomneun siseone Tteoreojineun nunmullo Harureul tto gyeondigo Aseulhaetdeon Yesterday Sodajideon maldeure Hondeullineun nareul tto gamssago Bicheul sodneun Sky  Geu arae seon ai I Kkumkkudeusi Fly  My Life is a Beauty My Life is a Beauty Kkotipeun jeomulgo homgyeoweotdeon nan Jageun bicheul ttaraseo Adeukhaetdeon nal  Jeo meolli bonaego Challanhage naraga Bicheul sodneun Sky  Saerowojin Eyes (Saerowojin Eyes) Jeo meolliro Fly Fly High Fly High Nan namanui Beauty Nun gameun sungan  Siganeun meomchwoga Nan dasi tteoolla

Translation Pour a light in the sky A kid standing under that sky Fly as a dream My Life is a Beauty The story that sounds familiar The Ugly Duckling and Swan And before flying butterfly People do not know they don’t see your wings The world that you met It might be cruel But strong girl You know you were born to fly The tears that you shed Every pain that you felt To prepare for the day when you flying higher, Butterfly Everybody’s gonna see it soon Pour a light in the sky A kid standing under that sky Fly as a dream My Life is a Beauty Drawn again forgotten my dream and mind Collect difficult times and swallow it The small memory, one by one wakes me up Act out my dreams full enough to fill the world Through the long night I’m gonna trip again Why not The word wakes me up in this world Yesterday that I was alone From the countless eyes Endured the day  Again with tears Yesterday was risky From the many spilled words Comfort me by myself Pour a light in the sky A kid standing under that sky Fly as a dream My Life is a Beauty My Life is a Beauty The petals are wane I had a hard time Along the little light Send fuzzy memories away And fly in splendor Pour a light in the sky Fresh Eyes Fresh Eyes Fly far away Fly High Fly High My own beauty At the moment that I colsed my eyes Time goes stopped And I come up again

MotoGP Assen 2015

The MotoGP race in Assen have the drama that some of us didn't expect. Let's see the race.

The qualification by Valentino Rossi who break the new fastest record in sircuit Assen with 1:32 second.

The pole position on the first row lead by Valentino Rossi (46), Aleix Espargaro (41), and Marc Marquez (93). Our winner last race, Jorge Lorenzo start on the the 3rd row.

Some Progress made by Valentino Rossi who push his self to make better result because he hasn't been on the pole position since the first race MotoGP 2015. He got it here in Dutch.

So the race begin! Great pole position by Valentino Rossi and Aleix Espargaro, just on some turn Marquez make the move and pass Aleix. Jorge also make great progress from the 8th to the 3rd place just in the first lap. 25 laps to go Jack Miller and Hector Barbera crashing on turn 16, but thanks God they are okay. There also some great move by Pol Espargaro, he made it to 4 row. 24 laps to go and he then passed by Andrea Iannone who move on the 4th place.

23 laps to go, Rossi, Marquez, Lorenzo, Iannone, Aleix, Pol Espargaro, following also Cal Crutzlow and Andrea Dovisiozo. 22 laps to go, Rossi still leading but Marquez made the fastest lap than Valentino Rossi. He getting closer to Valentino Rossi but not close enough. 21 LAPS TO GO. Pedrosa who still have problem with his arm is on the 11th place.

click for the video
*when Marquez get closer*
*Carl Crutzlow hunting the 7th place*

20 LAPS TO GO so bad Stefan Bradl also crash on the turn 11. Marquez try to getting closer with Valentino Rossi but he not able to pass him yet. 18 LAPS TO GO on the back Carl Crutzlow making a great move and move to 7th place. Marquez also getting closer, he close enough but Rossi make a great move in every corner. Rossi top speed is 298 KM/H. Wow! 15 LAPS TO GO Lorenzo about 5 seconds behind Marc Marquez. And here also a great battle for 7th place between Pol Espargaro(44), Bradley Smith(38), Dani Pedrosa(26) & Aleix Espargaro(41). 14 LAPS TO GO Pedrosa and Aleix passed Smith. 11 LAPS TO GO great battle between Carl Crutzlow and Dovisiozo as you can see in this video.

*Carl Crutzlow again make a great move with Andrea Dovisiozo for the 5th place*

*Marquez try his best to get closer to Rossi. But not this corner. Rossi have a great great maneuver.*

10 LAPS TO GO makin deg deg-an AAAAAA! GETTING CLOSER THE BATTLE FOR 1ST PLACE VALENTINO ROSSI AND MARQUEZ. Comentatornya seru abis. 9 LAPS TO GO aah so bad Eugene Laverty crash on turn 11 he is fine.. Marquez get really really close on this lap, but Rossi made a great move, no pace to Marquez to pass him. 8 LAPS TO GO still Rossi leading the way. Battle for the 5th-10th place there Crutzlow(35), Pol Espargaro(44), Andrea Dovisiozo(04) Bradley Smith(38), Dani Pedrosa(26) and Aleix Espargaro(41) they are so close together.

*Marquez try his best to get closer to Rossi.*
*The strong 36th years old Italian give no gap on every corner*

7LAPS TO GO Marquez make a move!! Who is yelling with me? WOOHOOOO!! Brilliant maneuver!! Marc Marquez lead for the first time. Rossi try to pass it but can not make it on the next corner. #MARQUEZvsROSSI

*The moment #MarcMarquez finally can passed #ValentinoRossi for the first time! 6and half laps to go!!*

BREATHTAKING 2 AND HALF LAPS TO GO THE 36TH YEARS OLD ITALIAN BACK TO THE FIRST PLACE! Crowd goes crazy!!

*When #ValentinoRossi make the move! #MarcMarquez 2and half laps to go!*

*"ROSSI LEAD THE WAY" And the crowds going crazy of this battle!*

*The dramatic moment of #ROSSIvsMARQUEZ*

*The greatest ever grandprix victory #DutchGP*

AND THE CRAZY LAST LAP! Let's see it from many view:

*Look again the dramatic moment of #ROSSIvsMARQUEZ*

*From another view of the touching between #ROSSIvsMARQUEZ*

*The team, the true friends, the family.. The happiest persons when we feel happy.*

*Proud father to his son @marcmarquez93*

*1st place of the only one #ValentinoRossi *

*Fun celebration winning of #DutchGP*

Here is the result:

What a great show..

THANK YOU ASSEN, THANK YOU VALENTINO ROSSI. THANK YOU MARQUEZ.
GOOD NIGHT!

ps: all the photo I take all belongs to MotoGP.com :)

When will I be good enough for you?

What’s wrong?
I just want you to be happy. It is me. Myself who always trying to give and do everything for you. I'm not perfect, I'm far from It. So, what more you expect from me, when I even didn't expect you to be what you won't to be. All I want is you to be comfortable and happy with yourself. But, you've never try to accept me the way I am.

I spend my entire life asking myself. What I did wrong? I the person I like never like me back? Why I never enough for him? 

As a negative person I believe I’m not perfect and of course I did lot of things wrong. but when I will be enough for someone? Someone I love. Someone I give my whole world…

WHEN WILL I BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?

Then I found this article from Jenny Jusuf tweet..

http://thoughtcatalog.com/kim-quindlen/2015/06/why-youll-never-be-enough-for-him/?utm_content=buffer93b6d&utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitter.com&utm_campaign=buffer

The answer of my questions.. Is.. I’ll never find the answer.. "You are just as you are supposed to be. you are perfect even amongst all of your imperfections. As long as you maintain a thirst for life, a desire to work hard and live truthfully, and willpower to grow and to improve yourself and to try harder every day, you are just as you should be."

hahaha terus ketemu tweet ini yang bikin ketawa geli.. Always make me giggling tiap kali liat witternya Raditya Dika

'Cewek: "Kamu cepetan dong ngurusin kerjaannya!" Cowok: "Kamu jg cepetan dong ngurusin badannya." Kemudian si cowok dicolok high heels..'

Not a sorry if I like to eat, but sorry I too lazy to exercise more.. hihi *cabut high heels dari si cowok*hahaha

Memang dasar sifat manusia adalah ga pernah puas dan menuntut lebih. Lucu waktu ngobrol sama temen2 dan Andrew as spoken said it out loud. Visi & misi dapat istri secantik mungkin, anak sepinter mungkin, rumah sebesar mungkin, mobil sebagus mungkin, makan seenak mungkin, badan sesehat mungkin dan umur sepanjang mungkin. 

When he said that my mind scream, "Man! itu juga yang selalu ada di pikiran gue, man! That's all I want, I want the best of the best for my life. But your words explain it in the best way! like it!" and all agree with what he said. Something will be enough when you said it enough. Cukup Alehandro! Aku lelah hidup denganmu! Ciao bella.. *terbang pake bulu mata palsu*

"This is not meant to be an excuse, this is not to say that you are faultless, this is not to say that you have no responsibility in your relationships. You have to try, you have to compromise, you have to be vulnerable, you have to put the other person in front of yourself. You have to work, you have to be selfless sometimes, you have to acknowledge that you have flaws, that you have made and will continue to make mistakes.

But sometimes, regardless of how hard you try, you find yourself desperately in love with someone who cannot love you back. Someone who refuses to accept you, because it’s easier to make you think something’s wrong with you than it is for them to be vulnerable and human and open to the idea of being hurt." thethoughcatalog.com said.

I take some conclusion here. So, no excuse to not take caring your body. Yang merasa perutnya berlipat-lipat mari diratakan. Terus lakukan dan berikan yang terbaik semampu kita. Ada waktu bekerja, ada waktu beristirahat. Take sometime to think don't keep yelling. And never lose yourself. 

Good night!

Acara Nulis Buku 30 May 2015

Seneng itu ketika buka facebook dan lihat ada acara belajar nulis skrip bareng Jenny Jusuf. I adore Jenny Jusuf for a long time. The more I know her, the more I adore her. She is so clever. Okay, here what I got from the sharing with Nivell Rayda dan Jenny Jusuf.

"NEED ACTION"
Dua kata pertama yang nendang. All you need is action. Yes kelemahan gue adalah kebanyakan mikir dan kurang  aksi. And here they remind me "to start something small and make it big".
Nulis bukan sesuatu yang dimana dalam sehari kita bertapa di Ubud trus tiba-tiba jadilah sebuah buku. Nope, ngga gitu. Nulis itu kaya gym, kita harus latih terus menerus untuk dapat lihat hasilnya.

Dan diingetin untuk jangan takut salah, nanti dari yang ngga sempurna bisa diperbaiki dan belajar dari situ. Butuh kesalahan untuk diperbaiki. Kalo udah merasa sempurna, mari pindah ke kelas lain untuk belajar hal yang lain. Selama hidup akan pernah ada kata berhenti dan cukup untuk belajar dan tahu lebih untuk jadi versi kita yang lebih baik dari diri kita sendiri.

"Mental blog?" ngga salah koq, nulis random aja tiap hari. Karena mungkin banget dari random notes itu kita bisa dapet ide dari situ.
So, udah nulis aja ga usah malu...
Kalo malu tulis di buku dulu aja, jangan langsung pos di sosial media.

Tips nulis: TULIS AJA DULU & TERUS BEREVOLUSI.

Modal sukses seorang Jenny Jusuf adalah NEKAD & BANYAK MAU.
Beliau ini belajar nulis secara otodidak(belajar sendiri) karena menurut dia cara belajarseperti ini punya keuntungan tersendiri. Baca buku, tanya senior-senior, etc. Learning by doing. Sambil belajar sambil ngerjain sesuatu. Hasilnya biar orang yang nilai dan nikmati, kalo ngga nikmat tambahin gula & krimer biar pas ;D

Penulis itu butuh ruang yang cukup untuk berkreasi. Pernah ngerasain dikerjar deadline dan cuma bisa ngerjain sesuatu semampu otak saat itu? Well, mostly kita ngga akan puas dengan hasil kerjaan kerjar mepet.

"SACRIFICE TO GET THE RESULT"

Dari apa yang udah kita kerjakan harus ada HASIL dari situ. PROSESnya harus dinikmati dan ada tahap pemBELAJARan dari situ.

Tulislah apa yang ingin kita baca, kita dengar dan kita sampaikan ke orang lain. Resepnya adalah "don't be afraid to kill your 'darling'"
Jangan takut untuk nulis, PUT YOURSELF INTO WRITING, kecuali untuk dijual.

Berkarya aja, hasilnya nanti gimana dan yang gimana deh... Coba deh nulis untuk diri sendiri, dan yang penting nulis dulu aja..

:)

Thanks to the team NULISBUKU founding team mba Ollie (Aulia Halimatussadiah), Angeline Anthony, Brilliant Yotenega & Oka Pratama. Here's the pictures from that day. 

Ps: Memory card recovery didn't work so well, banyak juga data yang ngga selamat, cuma ini foto-foto yang bisa di recover, harus bersyukur beberapa foto selamat dan yang penting foto yang rame-rame aman :) 

Rest In Peace dear, Angeline

Angeline, there you are our little angel. Sorry we don't know what you've been through..

"Kami minta maaf, Sayang. Maaf karena tidak (mau) tahu tentang penderitaanmu lebih awal. Istirahat yang damai ya? :')" kutipan dari twitter Jenny Jusuf

It's hard to hear what really happen to you. I will run and protect you Angel.. Only if I can..

Sulit, sakit rasanya untuk percaya ada orang-orang yang tega. Are your heart is that small?
Hati lu sekejam itu? Yang kita bisa lihat dari luar adalah hasil aniaya kalian. Tapi kalian mikir ngga sih apa yang dia rasain di dalam hatinya? Siapapun anda, atau kalian yang menyiksa seorang anak, sampe begini? I don't know what to say.. Are you a human? with heart?

"Bila lihat #KDRT, segera laporkan karena diam bukan emas. Utk rujukan dampingan, hub petugas kami di 021-3903963 @savicali" tweet Komnas Perempuan di twitter

Buat kita semua, ayolah. Saat marah terkadang memang tangan yang jalan duluan, tapi ayo kontrol.. Berhenti, karena sakitnya bukan hanya di fisik, but for some kids, it will remain forever in their heart. Ga mau lagi ada hal buruk yang terus dilakukan turun temurun. Apa itu yang mau diwariskan ke dunia? Ngga kan? Love and peace, man.


A little pray. God, let her smile spread to the world and let what happened will never be happen to other kid. Semua yang semakin dewasa, dewasa dan bertumbuhlah dalam pikiran dan perbuatan. Help us, Lord.

Spread the good things, stop the bad thing.. Please.. I'm begging you. Yes, you..

MotoGP France, Le Mans

MotoGP France! Startin'
17 May 2015
the 5th race this year!!
Dani back to race from his injury, Vale have some problem on the tyre and cannot try it as he want because rain at the qualification. Jorge Lorenzo getting better. Marquez, he got the pole position.

SO, let's go to race!
28 laps for the FrenchGP
Let's see the position row:
row 1: Marquez(93) Dovizioso (04) Lorenzo (99)
row 2: Crutchlow(35) Ianone(29) Smith(38)
row 3: Rossi(46) Pedrosa(26), Petrucci (9)
Feel sorry that Melandri(33) far far away behind..

28 laps to go, the start they are already going crazy.. see? want to see more?
So so crazy, Lorenzo lead the way followed by Dovizioso and Iannone, 4th Marquez then Rossi

27 laps to go, BIG OOPS.. Pedrosa fall turn forward, they think hen gonna out, but HIS BACK!
Stefan Bradl also fall and out from the race..

26 laps to go Rossi start the attack!! He pass Marquez and no much effort from Marquez.. Something wrong..

23 laps to go.. Jorge going as far as he can from others.. As always.. Marquez at 6th passed by Smith

21 laps to g Carl Crutchlow seems like out of the race ooh.. uuh not a good scene to see..

18 laps to go!
Valentino chasing Iannone! Crowds going absolutely crazy, fans at home yelling!

16 laps to go, at turn 13 this happened!! Wooooo Crowds realy going crazy!!
Amazing move from Valentino! Whoever said Valentino Rossi is too old for MotoGP, Yes he old now, but who care, just enjoy the show!! See?!

13 laps to go
Jack Miller falling down... Thank God all the riders fine..

7 laps to go
battle between Smith & Marquez wohooo!! he also pass Iannone
6 laps to go!
I really wish he getting better
woo nice race
Iannone fighting back!
marquez fight back! oh my god!
amazing battle for 4th place!
Can't describe the last 7 laps battle between Iannone & Marquez,amazing!!
Here's the winner klik this!

Here's the result:

TTS - Whisper Easy Lyric

Guys, any of you like Korean song and find it so hard to sing it?
So, I playing smule lately, and try to sing some Kpop songs, then I realize I'm not good at pronouncing Korean language.. So, this time I want to sing better, and I found easy way how to pronouncing Korean words hihi,, Hope you found it easier too.
Here's the easy lyric song of

TTS - Whisper

oh baby jo gum shik ne ge wa
no baby no mu pa ru ji nan ke
dal bi chi cha lan nan o nul bam nal
bi chu nun no ye moonlight

nol bara bo nun ne nun bi che
byol bi chul ga dik hi da ma so
i ba mi kut nal te ka ji hwan hi
bi chu nun nan no ye starlight

su ju bun ne to li me
nol hyang he twi nun shim hang ul
gam chul su ga ob so
no no no
i je nun go bek hal ke
yeah yeah yeah

sal myo shi dan nun lips
som sa tang cho rom
dal kom hi nong nun kiss
du nu nul gam go you ooh ooh
no man du li ge ooh ooh ooh

sal jang man do
ne ge da ga wa jwo
my favorite i sun gan
ne ga ne ge mal he
bi mil su rop ge ne ge mal he

kum gyol ga chi po gun han no ye
pum so ge sok an gyo so tonight
sok sa gyo jule ne ga ne ge
ne ga ne ge mal he

i je kot sum gyo on a pu mi
mo du da sa ra jo bo ri ge
ga nul go yo rin na ji man nol
gang ha ge kok gam sa jul ke

shin bi ro un ma bo be
pa ji du tan ne ma mul
ne ge bo yo ju le
o nu r ga gi jo ne

bo du ro un no ye lips
ka ra mel cho rom
sal myo shi nong nun kiss
du nu nul gam go you ooh ooh
yeah baby it's for you
yeah

sal jang man do
ne ge da ga wa jwo
my favorite i sun gan
ne ga ne ge mal he
bi mil su rop ge ne ge mal he

kum gyol ga chi po gun han no ye
pum so ge sok an gyo so tonight
sok sa gyo jule ne ga ne ge
ne ga ne ge mal he

dan han bon do nu ki ji
mo te bwat do ne on mo mul
hun du nun shin
son han i nu kim
my heart beat

nan no rin so nyo ga dwen got man ga ta
yogi no wa na
i ro ke dan du ri
tuk byol han
u ri ma ne ku mul

sal jang man do
ne ge da ga wa jwo
my favorite i sun gan
ne ga ne ge mal he
bi mil su rop ge ne ge mal he

kum gyol ga chi po gun han no ye
pum so ge sok an gyo so tonight
sok sa gyo jule ne ga ne ge
ne ga ne ge mal he

han bon man do
ne ge da ga wa jwo
my favorite han sa ram
ne ga ne ge mal he
bi mi  su rop ge ne ge mal he

kum gyol ga chi po gun han no ye
pum so ge sok an gyo so tonight
sok sa gyo jule ne ga ne ge
ne ga nol sa rang he

Angka Romawi Dari 1 Sampai 1000

I = 1
II = 2
III = 3
IV = 4
V = 5
VI = 6
VII = 7
VIII = 8
IX = 9
X = 10
XI = 11
XV = 15
XX = 20
XXV = 25
XXX = 30
XXXV = 35
XL = 40
XLV = 45
L = 50
LV = 55
LX = 60
LXV = 65
LXX = 70
LXXV = 75
LXXX = 80
LXXXV = 85
XC = 90
C = 100
CV = 105
CX = 110
CXL = 140
CL = 150
CLX = 160
CXC = 190
CC = 200
CCV = 205
CCX = 210
CCXL = 240
CCL = 250
CCLX = 260
CCXC = 290
CCC = 300
CD = 400
D = 500
DC = 600
DCC = 700
DCCC = 800
CM = 900
M = 1000

Broken Focus

Nanana♪（ｖ＾＿＾）ｖ

Wecome home Pastor Jeffrey Rachmat!! 

Seneng banget liat beliau kembali lagi dan siap membagikan lebih banyak lagi hal-hal bermakna buat buat menjalani hidup...

Who does not happy surrounded by happy & positive peoples?

Saran: join DATE & aktif di DATE

*ingetin diri sendiri*

So, this week Pastor Jeffrey share tentang pergumulannya selama 2 buln ini.. Judul khotbahnya Broken Focus..

Ayo lanjut baca, semoga diberkati!

Hal yang benar adalah ketika seseorang menghidupi apa yang disampaikannya. Not only say and share about positive things, also doing it.

Segala sesuatu yang sehat pasti bertumbuh. And that's what we want, right?

I am here today because of God's grace.

Its God's, not mine. Semua adalah milik Tuhan, dan selagi masih diberi kesempatan, lakukan yang terbaik. Always do the best!

Lukas 5:1-11

(1) Pada suatu kali Yesus berdiri di pantai danau Genesaret, sedang orang banyak mengerumuni Dia hendak mendengarkan firman Allah. (2) Ia melihat dua perahu di tepi pantai. Nelayan-nelayannya telah turun dan sedang membasuh jalanya. (3) Ia naik ke dalam salah satu perahu itu, yaitu perahu Simon, dan menyuruh dia supaya menolakkan perahunya sedikit jauh dari pantai. Lalu Ia duduk dan mengajar orang banyak dari atas perahu. (4) Setelah selesai berbicara, Ia berkata kepada Simon: "Bertolaklah ke tempat yang dalam dan tebarkanlah jalamu untuk menangkap ikan." (5) Simon menjawab: "Guru, telah sepanjang malam kami bekerja keras dan kami tidak menangkap apa-apa, tetapi karena Engkau menyuruhnya, aku akan menebarkan jala juga." (6) Dan setelah mereka melakukannya, mereka menangkap sejumlah besar ikan, sehingga jala mereka mulai koyak. (7) Lalu mereka memberi isyarat kepada teman-temannya di perahu yang lain supaya mereka datang membantunya. Dan mereka itu datang, lalu mereka bersama-sama mengisi kedua perahu itu dengan ikan hingga hampir tenggelam. (8) Ketika Simon Petrus melihat hal itu iapun tersungkur di depan Yesus dan berkata: "Tuhan, pergilah dari padaku, karena aku ini seorang berdosa." (9) Sebab ia dan semua orang yang bersama-sama dengan dia takjub oleh karena banyaknya ikan yang mereka tangkap; (10) demikian juga Yakobus dan Yohanes, anak-anak Zebedeus, yang menjadi teman Simon. Kata Yesus kepada Simon: "Jangan takut, mulai dari sekarang engkau akan menjala manusia." (11)Dan sesudah mereka menghela perahu-perahunya ke darat, merekapun meninggalkan segala sesuatu, lalu mengikut Yesus.

Markus 10:35-41

(35) Lalu Yakobus dan Yohanes, anak-anak Zebedeus, mendekati Yesus dan berkata kepada-Nya: "Guru, kami harap supaya Engkau kiranya mengabulkan suatu permintaan kami!" (36) Jawab-Nya kepada mereka: "Apa yang kamu kehendaki Aku perbuat bagimu?"(37) Lalu kata mereka: "Perkenankanlah kami duduk dalam kemuliaan-Mu kelak, yang seorang lagi di sebelah kanan-Mu dan yang seorang di sebelah kiri-Mu." (38) Tetapi kata Yesus kepada mereka: "Kamu tidak tahu apa yang kamu minta. Dapatkah kamu meminum cawan yang harus Kuminum dan dibaptis dengan baptisan yang harus Kuterima?"(39) Jawab mereka: "Kami dapat." Yesus berkata kepada mereka: "Memang, kamu akan meminum cawan yang harus Kuminum dan akan dibaptis dengan baptisan yang harus Kuterima. (40) Tetapi hal duduk di sebelah kanan-Ku atau di sebelah kiri-Ku, Aku tidak berhak memberikannya. Itu akan diberikan kepada orang-orang bagi siapa itu telah disediakan." (41) Mendengar itu kesepuluh murid yang lain menjadi marah kepada Yakobus dan Yohanes. 

Cerita tentang Yakobus & Yohanes, dimana mereka udah di pilih dan meninggalkan segalanya untuk ikut Tuhan, tapi karena adanya keegoisan, mereka mencoba menentukan siapa yang lebih besar diantara mereka. Karena mereka diberikan kemampuan oleh Tuhan untuk melakukan dan menyaksikan suatu hal yang hebat, mereka mulai mendiskusikan siapa yang lebih hebat.

Manusiawi sekali bila seseorang menjadi egois (selfish).

Poin-nya bukan hanya pada saat kita memulai.

Memulai adalah sesuatu yang lebih mudah, karena mempertahankan dan memetik hasil akhirnya adalah bagian yang paling sulit.

Apa tujuan awal kita saat memulai bisa bergeser karena adanya banyak hal yang terjadi dan kita alami.

Kebanyakan saat orang memulai sesuatu didasari dengan selfless, yaitu ngga mikirin diri sendiri.

Misalnya: kita kerja tujuanya untuk keluarga, pelayanan tujuannya melayani Tuhan. Punya blog tujuannya mau sharing ke temen-temen dengan tujuan positif. 

Seiring berjalannya waktu, dalam perjalanan banyak yang berubah tujuan.. Menuntut jabatan, menuntut fasilitas, menuntut popularitas, dan berbalik semua demi kepuasan pribadi.

So, disini diingetin untuk selalu ingat alasan utama ketika memilih untuk memulai.

All personal failure is the direct result of broken focus. - Robb Thompson

Yakobus 3:16

Sebab dimana ada iri hati dan mementingkan diri sendiri di situ ada kekacauan dan segala macam perbuatan jahat.

Selfish adalah awal dimana kekacauan berasal.

Ketika SELFLESS menjadi SELFISH

World ruined, our life ruined.

Dalam banyak area kehidupan hal ini terjadi toh?

Ada yg mau sharing?

Question for ourselves:

Why do I do what I do?

Do I still like what I'm doing?

Sesekali pertanyakan ke diri sendiri, kd kita ngga keluar dari tujuan awal kita..

Wahyu 2:4-5

 (4) Namun demikian Aku mencela engkau, karena engkau telah meninggalkan kasihmu yang semula. (5) Sebab itu ingatlah betapa dalamnya engkau telah jatuh! Bertobatlah dan lakukanlah lagi apa yang semula engkau lakukan. Jika tidak demikian, Aku akan datang kepadamu dan Aku akan mengambil kaki dianmu dari tempatnya, jikalau engkau tidak bertobat. 

Back to our original purpose, less the selfish, until we become selfless.

God bless you!

Anyway this a performance by JPCC Worship today. Enjoy

Pastor Jeffrey & Pastor Ian Vail <3 nbsp="" p="">