4 REAL

If I show you, get to know you
If i hold you just for today
I'm not gonna wanna let go
I'm not gonna wanna go home
Tell me you feel the same

Cause I'm 4 real, are you 4 real
I can't help my self, it's the way I feel
When you look me in the eyes, like you did last night
I can't stand to hear you say goodbue
Well it feels so right, cause it feels so right
Just to have you standing by my side
So don't let me go, cause you have my soul
And I just wanted you to know

I don't want to look back, cause I know that we have
Something the past could never change
And now I'm stuck in the moment, and my heart is open
Tell me, that you feel the same

Hold me down, hold me now
I'm safe, I'm sound
When you're around
Hold me down, hold me now
I'm safe, I'm sound
When you're around..

*Avril Lavigne*

Baby I Believe

I know some people just don't know what we talking about..
The impossible love that we feel now
Yes it just so impossible
But we believe what we feel is from God
Because..
Hahaha
Actually I remember the first time I prayed "God, is there no long lasting love, apalagi kalo ketemunya di internet dan dijalani LDR, sound so impossible, but God I want to believe "

Then you came up
I Never thought it was gonna be this far
You show me the love that I never know
The love that I think it's never exist

" Baby I believe that you were meant to me,
if ther's somebody then baby I believe that somebody is you and everything you do 'cos baby I believe in you"

Maybe I might sound crazy
Yes, we are crazy
For the way we feel about us
But I know you understand
Coz I know you feel it too hahaha
And we so in love, God..
Yes we do..

(I hope...)

God My Everything

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing Your love won't bring
My life is Yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That You will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything
Nothing Your love won't bring
My life is Yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That You will always be
My everything

R.I.P Christy Moer

Pernah nga terpikir dibenak kita, kalau suatu saat, orang yang kita cintai mungkin akan pergi meninggalkan kita..
Dengan cara apa dia pergi?
(apakah dengan say something dulu, dengan alasan yang terkadang ngga masuk akal atau ngilang begitu aja atau karena satu dan lain hal..)

Dan akankah dia kembali ke sisi kita?
Who knows?
kita ngga pernah tau
kita cuma bisa berharap sambil berteriak-teriak dalam hati
"God, please, jangan dong..."
"Justin jangan, jangan tinggalin aku!! kamu ja'at katanya kamu sayang sama belieber"
(lho!? sadar mba, istighfar, istighfar hahaha)

Tapi, ketika waktu itu datang
We know..
If we can change what we think about
If we can change what we feel..
We are human
Sayangnya.. Meskipun pikiran bisa protes,
tapi perasaan ngga akan pernah bisa bohong

Masih adakah arti dari sebuah "penyesalan"?
(nyesal karena belum sempat say something, nyesal karena belum ini belum itu.. apa lagi kalo belum sempat buang air besar (haiyaa...))
Terlalu banyak pertanyaan, gue sendiri bingung harus jawab apa, ya sudahla..
Biar waktu yang menjawab...

The most importan is now
We should move on
Believe God punya rencana yang terindah

Good bye Christy Moer
Selamat jalan
Semoga keluarga, sahabat dan teman-teman yang ditinggalkan dikuatkan dalam nama Tuhan Yesus
Rest in peace Christy Moer

Follow Your Heart

Your life is yours
Don't let anyone intimidate you
Or taking control of your life
You have your own Heart
Your own mind
That God given to each of us to decide
What we should choose

Yes, we need others opinion
But, don't take it 100%
Use your heart, mind
And knowledge to make decision..
Follow your heart

Pray for Christy Moer

We know it's really hard
When someone we love
Not in a good situation
When there seems impossible
But in God everything possible
I believe miracle will happen

Lets pray for Christy Moer
My friend, James's brother
Christy Moer, Kamis kemarin mengalami kecelakaan, keadaannya sangat kritis.
Butuh biaya operasi yang sangat besar, karena harus menjalani pembedahan otak.
Sekarang ini dirawat di ICU Rs. Husada

Jika teman-teman tergerak hatinya, mohon bantuannya seikhlasnya..
Dapat ditransfer ke
Rekening BCA
atas nama James Tone
6430074669
Contact person: Jamestone 081310155554

Berapapun dan apapun bantuan kita, akan sangat membantu untuk Moer dan keluarganya..
God bless Moer

Wish You Okay

Are you okay?
Are you alright?
When I see you wrote that
"Doctor said my life time is not long anymore.. Sorry all.. Gb"
I was totally shocked!!
What happens to you?
Could you tell me, please?
So worry about you..
I wish I could be there for you
Beside you

You, the "kampret" one
Who always makes me mad
You, the one who was suddenly gone
Without saying anything
Leaving me crying alone

But why?

I still dream and I still hope inside my mind
That someday you will have me
But I know it can't be
I don't know how much longer
Until I can remove you from my heart
Until the good memories can fade away
Until I'll be able to love someone else again

Wish you okay there..
God bless you always
Love

Dealing with emotions

I think as a human who live with each other, you must know when the right time to speak and when you must stop talking. You better see and give attention to other peoples not only when you listen them, but when you talk too.

Everybody need time to think, need to have the silent time, to enjoy their own time.
But if you keep talking talking talking and talking and wish for 100% attention from someone, you should shut up and think twice..

You know where conflict come from? Mouth
From what you say.
So, it’s not a bad thing to think twice or at least think before you talk.
And ya, sometime so hard to dealing with people when we need a time but…
It’s a live, live that we must dealing with our emotion
Anger, sad, tears, happy, inspiration, love, all the negative and positive emotion with all problematical that can make us grow up.

And the positive emotion that I love the most is PEACE…
And peace come from what we do, what we say, and how we live our life.
It’s good to shut up sometime..
And if we done something wrong or angry with someone, the most beautiful thing that bring PEACE everywhere, everytime is forgiveness.

Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.
Wish all the happiness for every creatures in this world

Learn from something

I’m not the richest one, but I will not run with other’s people money, give me 200T & Rossi then I will run LOL

Hahaha just kidding, just had some “sick” time with a girl who think she’s the clever one, the best one, the one who can have anything and the one who think other people just nothing.

HELLOOOOW, wake up!?
Okay I will not take this thing seriously
BE COOL

Lots of peoples lots of temperament.
Ya, we don’t need to understand them.
Just know it, and yeah I just cant try to make a distance an don’t have any “business” with someone like that.
I will not freaking out or do something crazy just because of that girl.
I have a lot of friends
I have my family love me
So what the hell
Hahaha like Avril’s new (I love it so much) song

May be God plan me to learn something from her..
THX God

Too sweet to forget

Sampai saat ini...
Masih terasa dingin, bibir yang terasa dingin..
Persis sama dengan hatimu, ya...
Ketika dirimu pergi...
Semuanya terlihat kabur karena air mata..
Sepertinya aku tidak bisa tersenyum lagi...
Aku tidak ingin melukaimu lebih dari ini..
Ku ucapkan "selamat tinggal"...
Rasa cinta yang begitu pedih, begitu menusuk perasaanku..
Aku tidak pernah tahu bahwa akan begini rasanya..
Tapi mengapa aku tetap menanti?..
Terbayang saat kita bersama lagi..
Terasa bagai harapan yang hanya kubawa mati...
Yes it hurt me so bad..
But yah..
I still can't forget you yet..
Because you too sweet to forget...