What to do NEXT >>

God please tell me what to do next? 

Now I really don't know what to do.. 
I being so lazy lately..
My thesis? not done yet.. 


Every time people ask me about that, one thing that I say
"please don't talk about it, I sick of it, really.."
Feel tired of it, whereas I haven't do much for it..
I think I tired of being so lazy and stressful with the thesis not tired because I made it..

And yes I feel so bad about it..
Until one day I dream about the seminar progress.. 
I met my lecture there and I just hide and run from her.. 
I think that what exactly what I feel..
I want to run from it… 
I hate being around it..
Want to away from it..
Until…
Now..
Haven't done..

Every time I came to my lecture place what I got just her mad voice and expression..
Yeah that make my mental down and realize I'm not tough enough to face kind like this thing again and again and again and again..
Please don't mad at me..




And now, all playing inside my head is the soundtrack of the Hunger Game movie called Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift feat The Civil War.

Make me want to close my eyes and wish I'll be alright
All this thing not gonna hurt me again..
Come morning light..
and I will be run with smile
Exercise
be healthier and fresh


wish wish wish

Anyway here the lyric


Taylor Swift ft. The Civil War - Safe and Sound

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight


Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound


Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone


Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound


Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...


Ohh Teteteyllorr swifffttt


Taylor Swift, I love your song! 
It's the second time I post about her song..
So inspiring!
She beautiful, tall, like a barbie doll

And the most important, she so talented on write lyric..
Please Taylor don't leave me here alone.. Help me write this stupid thesis please..
Huhuhu
when I really feel safe and sound..? maybe after all this thesis things finish..
aaahh 
wishing for that day coming..
Wish me all the best for this thesis, friends..
God bless