What's going on?

I think it’s been weeks I haven’t talk with her. Just me said something but she never reply.  Don’t really know what going on inside her mind..

Okay, stomach ache, toilet for a while… Sekalian mandi deng.. Ya take a bath at 1:00 AM and I will go to work at 4:30 AM. Temen2 bilang sih gila aja kerja jam segitu.. Mau gimana lagi that’s my job.. Gitulah kerjaan gue.. Malah terkadang jam 1 sudah harus bangun dan berangkat jam 2:00 pagi..

Back to topic.. talk about my sister. Since the night she left home and go with his boyfriend when my mom on the hard time.

Don’t know what in her mind. I won’t allow her to stay at home is she won’t say sorry and explain why she did that. But her answer “I just want to go. He wait for me”. And there’s no sorry. I’m so angry with her. But on the next day I forget it.. I’m just like that. I leave the angry things but I not forget what she did and keep wanting a sorry words come from her mouth and her heart.

Will going to sleep.. Write here again soo..

Good night..