Not proud of myself!

Started to worry obout my collage...
feel so blank, dont know what to do, and sometimes feels like I can't... but.. I love this, don't wanna stop just till here...
Sometimes I try what I can do, but.. krik krik krik.. is there anything done better? nope..
Not proud of myself!
*lose identity*

I wish I could stay on a swing forever, but its not possible considering there are many issues with that, like hobos at the park, creepers, crazy weather, if I want to eat or go to the bathroom.
But when I'm on a swing, I don't know why, but it makes me want to become a singer.
Go on tour, do interviews, have cool fans, etc.
When I'm on a swing I swing high because I feel like I'm dodging my problems that way.
Swinging high I don't care that my hair is getting messed up, I don't care if I'm the biggest kid on the swing at the park.

Iunno
On the swings, my mind expands.
Its weird.
My vice was taken away.
Why?
Because I made a promise that I wouldn't do it again.
I'm keeping it.